for u

I'd rather not consider you as my bf, but you yourself are talking like that. I really did not want to quarrel with you. I am very dear to you as a friend. rather I did not want to hear you tell, but I am being bored, so I play and said brb! What you understand with me, I really want to be your best friend. so, now I do not want us like this again. and I want us to play together again as usual. 

I feel very guilty to you, so forgive me.